This morning the Holy Spirit put it on my heart that I can hold onto Christ Jesus, or I can hold onto fear – I need to make this choice and remember to keep making that choice. The Holy Spirit further put it on my heart that there is not room under the shower of God’s grace for both me and my fear. I need to leave the fear behind. The thought of dropping the fear is fearful. The thought that I could exist without the fear brings hope of a fuller joy. This is the important point. It seems it has taken this level of procrastination (fear of facing the fear) to let this revelation into my heart and mind.